Life as a Bible School Student

I'm one of of your regular college students...I like my sleep in days; I sometimes procrastinate on my assignments; I love to hang out with friends and play sports on my time off. However my college is different than what you might expect. I'm not studying for medical school and I'm not learning a trade...I'm studying the Bible. Me and my fellow students are investing our time and resources into learning just one book that is hundreds of years old...this is the life I lead...this is the life of a College Student at NBBI

Thursday 11 October 2012

The Cost of Choosing to Stand

We just started into a new class today called Youth Ministry. Mr. Gary Stairs is our teacher for the course and we have it for a little more than a week (three class a day (50 min. each)). The majority of the classes today were focusing on some of the issues and trends that youth and society are facing today. Just looking at the effect of Media, the permissive culture, and the belief that there are no absolutes really reminded me where our culture is headed. The issue of tolerance, which no longer truly means the same thing that it used to mean, is developing and it is not a far stretch to conclude that in the next few years those who hold to Biblical values will begin to face opposition and even an amount of persecution.

 Tolerance used to mean that I do not agree with you but I will respect you while now it means if we do not agree with someone as well as hold their values and morals as equal to our values and morals we are intolerant and a bigot. In our Canadian culture this is beginning to be more and more of a pressing issue. As Christians we will continue to be faced more and more with a choice to make. Do we continue to grow more reserved and less outspoken for our faith in order to fit in and not be labelled as intolerant or will we be willing to bear some small amount of persecution in order to obey our Biblical mandate.

As we look to the coming years as Christians are we willing to take a stand beside our Christian brothers and sisters who suffer much for their faith...perhaps what the church in Canada and America needs is the kind of awakening and reality that persecution and trial can bring. In my reading this morning I read these verses

"Since therefore Christ suffered in the flesh, arm yourselves with the same way of thinking, for whoever has suffered in the flesh has ceased from sin, so as to live for the rest of the time in the flesh no longer for human passions but for the will of God. (1 Peter 4:1-2) "




In many ways I could wish that I would not have to face exclusion and the possibility of persecution in my life. I'm still human; I want to fit in and be accepted as much as we all do. I shrink from the idea and possibility of conflict but my faith in God and my belief in His word calls me to stand for the absolute truth that I believe in.

A final thought being this...Jesus suffered more than I will ever face...many of my Christian brothers and sisters suffered more than I will ever face...it is my desire to carry on this torch and to have the privilege to suffer for the name of Christ. However, the example to follow is Christ...the one who loved those who persecuted them...Can I love those who strike out at me with their words or actions...if I am marked out as bigoted and intolerant will I still show those people love? In all things this is my confidence; I am inadequate for the task, but Christ is absolutely sufficient.

The name of Christ is one that is completely worthy to live for, to suffer for, and if needed to die for.

Wednesday 10 October 2012

A Faithful God and a Continued Story

Well...where to begin...it's now the 10th of October and much has gone by since my last entry in this blog...not sure how many will read it but if nothing else it helps me to organise my thoughts and think through things...If I can be an encouragement to another at the same time then all the better. I suppose it also serves to help keep my Parents and friends back at home updated about what I am learning and doing while out at school.

So...SEM tour; remembering back there are a few key things that I can remember from which I learned and saw my God further revealed through. First off almost the entire team got fairly sick at some point during the tour and at some points we considered the possibility of having to finish tour early. Despite exhaustion at times and sickness we still saw God work in amazing ways. I think we can experience the most fruitful ministries and greatest blessings when we are either forced to or allow God to have ultimate control...our sickness caused us to depend on God and our dependence on God allowed us to be part of His extraordinary plan and work. I wonder at times what it will take for us to surrender our independent and stubborn ways and actually come before God with a true sense of humility and dependence in our ministry. I think our independence really is the root cause of our prayerlessness and resultant lack of influence. Prayerfulness and independence cannot exist at the same time in ones life...Prayer is the very outflowing of our dependence on God...if prayer is not our natural habit than perhaps we ought to consider how much we truly recognise our need for God and our dependence on Him.

After SEM was done I saw once again the incredible provision of God in my life...for the few weeks that I had off before Summer Camp began God saw fit to provide me with rest as I needed it as well as some work to help pay for schooling...What a privilege is mine not to face worry or fear about my finances or basic needs...God has promised to provide!!

Summer Camp...I spent a month at New Life Camp in Durham as part of the leadership team to organise the coming Summer Camps as well as tackle applicable passages of scripture and issues faced while in ministry. It was an amazing month of prayer, struggle, time with friends, and teaching that really stretched me and forced me to consider several issues in my life. Then it was on to 8 weeks of camp...my responsibilities ranged from being a counselor at times to dicipling the other staff to leading games or songs or chapel, and many other activities. Through it all I saw God provide learned more lessons on prayer and dependence and saw again more of God's faithfulness and sufficiency.

Throughout these past months I continue to see more and more of my own inadequacy and sin...how much more self-centred and selfish can I be...I see more and more my improper motives...cravings for worldly things and realise more and more how desensitised I am to sin and how blinded I can become...yet Christ's sacrifice is more than a match for my sin and my failure...can I say that God's mercy and grace still amaze me enough times...This seems to be the continuing theme; that God's mercy and grace are amazing...that He alone is faithful. His mercies are indeed new every morning.

And now I'm back here at School. My Second year at NBBI...already the battle between self and the new man that I have become is raging. It certainly seems fair to conclude that Satan will do his utmost to keep me from learning, to keep me from impacting others for Christ, to keep me from being an encouragement. God has given so many opportunities this year to learn and to impact others yet there are so many things that can distract me and pull me away...If your reading this I would ask that you take some time when you remember me to pray that I would be able to resist temptation and that I would be in constant fellowship and dependence with God...I certainly need your prayers in this area...

And so another chapter begins...what does God have for me in these next days, weeks, and months...I'm not sure...but I can't wait to find out...Simply trusting Him one day at a time.

Andrew Paterson